bibibirthday

10:30 PM

Beberapa menit lagi meninggalkan umur 18 dan jadi 19 taun *gettingold* :') gah!time passes really fast these days.. terpikir lagi untuk nulis disini buat iseng-iseng diary kenangan semata ditengah kesibukan belajar komgraf xD and ohmygosh jijik sendiri setelah baca isi blog ini jaman dulu, beberapa tahun lalu and feel like I've really wasted my times.. I think I didn't enjoy it so much setelah baca isinya bener-bener kacau dan sampah :" 

Recently, I've watched reply 1997, it makes me really miss my old high school memories :') 

back to birthday...setelah duakali di surprise in berturut-turut, I dont think I need another surprise this year :) it's enough and I'm really grateful for hv them in my life.. 

adolescence has ended..I have to grow up and not always looking back the past.. this time, I really won't wait for him anymore...since I didn't know what I've been waiting for...I'll open my mind for something new in my life. 

"First love. The reason everyone’s first love is beautiful is not only because the love was pretty. At the time of first love, there was a youthfulness that didn’t know how to be wise, a me who was pure to the point of cruelty, and a you whose fire I couldn’t handle. It’s because I already know that I can never go back to that youthful, innocent, passionate time. First love is reckless. Without calculating, it throws everything in with pure passion, and inevitably fails. But that’s why it’s dramatic—the reckless tales wrapped up in experiences or feelings that you can never have again.First love is a time. Once it passes, it’s gone. Now you have to give a new love and a new time a chance. It might not be the experience or the purity of first love, but out of that scar is a love that grows and becomes a little more mature—you have to wait for an adult love. Only those who wait can dream of love."

So...gonna make some wishes tonight..  

hope I'll get more mature, 

wishing all the best things for my life, 

and I wish I'll have a greeaaaat years ahead :)